Start Again
When you look back at your life and analyze the events do you attempt to alter the events in your mind? Do you change the story? Why do you change the events?
Are you hoping for a different outcome? A different outcome will not occur. What will occur is this. You will plant the seeds of regret and end up growing and harvesting anger, sadness, and bitterness.
Instead make a different choice. Look back and search for meaning. Instead of saying you start and stop too much. Say this instead. I am a person who never gives up.
Then you get up a start again, and even if you stop . Guess what. You can get up and start again.
Look back and find meaning, find purpose. When you do this you may discover that you are doing better than you thought you were. In case you aren’t. You get to start again.
So get up and start again.